I think my horizons for Mutant Standard shrunk at some point thinking about how you can't do Private Use Area encodings without a bunch of UX and accessibility headaches, but talented people who know programming better than me have managed to do quite well on shortcodes and me simply writing all of the text descriptions and making them available.

Also like, my mental health has been a trashfire for a long time owing to bad circumstances out of my control, and the more attention the project got (and therefore me), the more anxious and unsafe I felt. And I've experienced a shitload of impostor syndrome and feeling like people have complimented me for it *too* much or something, that it's not good enough. I now understand why these things are the case, and I can try to evaluate this project from a much more realistic lens, even if I have to calm down first before doing so.

I'm also really fucking glad I have meds right now tbh and have referrals to mh professionals and stuff x.x.